The whole night can be summed up in one piece of information: I had to leave biology in order to go throw up.
Sometime around 9:00 this morning, I began to have "stomach issues." I thought it was nerves, and began to realize that I may have underestimated the massiveness of the changes I'm putting myself through. Later it became painfully clear that nerves weren't all what was happening. It should be said, though, that I have always manifested "nerves" through physical ways: I get sick, throw up, get headaches, etc. This appears to be just the flu.
Aside from the puking, my first trip back into a college classroom in ten years proved to be enlightening. I'm still not sure quite what to make of it. There are eighty people signed up for the class. My biggest class at St. Olaf was my monday night psychology seminar with sixty people. Other than that, I didn't have a class over 40.
--> The last time I was in college, the internet was new and used mostly for....well, I don't know what. I think academics, actually.
--> The last time I was in college, the only person who had a "cell phone" was Donald Trump. And it was the size of his head.
--> The last time I was in college I was 21 and my highest priorities were: getting drunk, getting laid, and passing classes...in that order.
I don't know how all of this will pan out. The class is going to be hard. Extremely hard. I'm not afraid of hard work, but I am scared to paralysis to fail. Hopefully Wednesday I'll feel better--I teach from 7 to 3 and have class from 4-9. Hell day.